i haven't updated in forever.

at this moment in my life i am extremely happy.

i have an amazing boyfriend named Chance

7.1.09

shelby grant is my bestfriend.

my car is my life :D

so things have been going pretty okay, school is about to start this tuesday. it's straight, i'm real excited. austin hofmann made me happy for a little while; hes gay now. i found someone new, he's pretty "AMAZING" and we're hanging out again tonight.

i got rid of another enemy, morgan hannah you're my girl.

gosh, i'm really getting happy again..

i had a horrible dream last night. HA. oh well.

i'm all over you,

i'm so over you.

i'm SO HAPPYYYY.

austin makes me feel adored!!!1

x happy X.

so 17 days later, i thought paul changed. last night he tells me like TWO WEEKS ago he fucked some girl. i mean i really didn't expect this. i thought he was wanting to be with me again. be for real i set myself up for this stupid shit. i am pre retarded on the real. oh well. i means its whatever. me and beth are going to hang out and it'll make me feel better. on the real.

i mean its whatever. it isn't meant to be. fuck it.

june 18th. what chu know about that? :)

me and megan hung out with paul and deron last night.

it was actually pretty fuckin fun, on the real.

i could do that ALL the time and be fine with it.

hm we blowed together.

HOW CRAZY.

wow.

for real.

i'm in shock kinda.

haha he's goofy as a mother fuckerrr too.