so 17 days later, i thought paul changed. last night he tells me like TWO WEEKS ago he fucked some girl. i mean i really didn't expect this. i thought he was wanting to be with me again. be for real i set myself up for this stupid shit. i am pre retarded on the real. oh well. i means its whatever. me and beth are going to hang out and it'll make me feel better. on the real.

i mean its whatever. it isn't meant to be. fuck it.

june 18th. what chu know about that? :)